Just a little update

I have to say I have never regretted making my decisions cos' I knew what was coming. There are those times which you set out to achieve something which you felt hard work would in return, earn you what you wanted but deep down inside, your gut feeling is telling you that it will never happen.. That's what has been circulating my mind for the past week and it not a great feeling to have!!

Is anyone sharing the feeling of, I love that one thing / person, but I don't want to?

It's just a little update.. Near to completing the long entry which has been missing for so long.