Feeling so sloppy......

Alright, my motivation is running really really low and that is affecting my studies, my practises, MY LIFE in short! Everything seems to be out of place and I am really struggling. To make things worst, I am struggling to keep my emotions under control and I am going bonkers soon!! Argh!! Full of frustrations now..

Pain and tiredness is all I feel after the soccer session with Darren, Desmond, and Zam.. Can't believe what I did in the last 10 minutes of the game just trying so hard to end the game.. Really made a fool of myself but I can't take it! My knee is hurting to the max now..