Ain't gonna give up till I put up a good fight..

Measure of Courage..?

I've just said it..Getting the courage wasn't easy with alot of considerations running through my mind.. There are factors to consider too if you don't see it from my point of viwe..No matter how you feel in any situations, you have to face the facts and to be honest, it wasn't very optimistic..I've never expected for it to come to this stage and reason why I have been trying to avoid these, the facts wasn't going my way...I wanted to walk away and just put everything behind me but I would be living in denial..Avoidance would bring me no-where I know and that's why I admitted and decided to just face it and let known of how I feel..

Courage cannot be determined by if a person dares to say things out, it's determined by how sincere and how capable of doing what he/she sets out to do..I know I might have taken quite a while but still I've said it..Now, what is your response to it?

I'm tired of mind games...Why make things so complicated? Why does people constantly forgets the beauty of simplicity? Simplicity makes things sweet, lasting, and most importantly, sincere. At least, that's what I believe.. That's not being naive.. Think about it....

I'm sinking into a sand pit

I feel so F*&ked up...trying to turn my back against you isn't gonna be easy......

Back!!

I haven't had the time to blog, haven't had the time to upload photos, haven't had the time to plan for revisions, haven't had the time to practice for the internal performance. Argh!! I feel so screwed up.. To make things worst, I just checked my UT2 cognitive results and guess what? I got an E.. From an A to E. haha..How great things can be right? How could things be such? I don't get it how they mark our papers and why they have such DPDP (Different people, Different perspectives) modules. It's unfair to get us to say our stand and substantiate and when they mark it, there is a standard answer to it..

Now, after today's performance, is the start of the revision for UT3... There can be no slacking period, It's all about the final dash and the very tight time management that I have been so lacking lately... Die also gotta get the grades up again in UT3!!!

Went to mediacorp to support Jacintha in Vasantham Star ( A singing competition ). I felt so uneasy not understanding the slightest bit of the language but I have no choice!! I am there to support a friend.. Argh!!

Weekend gone..

I have yet to respond to my facilitators regarding about the arrangement of the tuition class, I have yet to find a pair of jeans that I want to buy, I have yet to start on my revision for UT3, I have yet to practice for the performance, I have yet to think of what song to do for the internal... Argh!! The weekend is too short and I have too many things on hand to deal with!!

Something, some-one, somehow, somewhere, I have to find that motivation to get me through the remaining 3 weeks of school..

Time is passing so fast that I really need a time-out..